Introduction to Myself
My sudden awakening occurred late one night when I was browsing on the computer on the upstairs loft in our house about 7-1/2 years ago. I used to regret not remembering exactly when that most important date of my life was. But now that I have progressed so much further in awareness and consciousness since then, I realize it does not matter. I now see that as just one step in the process that started the day I was born, even though that moment was pretty dramatic.
Before I describe what I woke up to, let me say first that I am among a minority of people who can wake up and among an even smaller group who did so. It does not have to happen suddenly like it did for me. Individuals who can do this have their own style, challenges, ways and rate of coming into the realization of who they really are and why they are here. They can choose not to wake up and most do not. People are so caught up in distraction, busy-ness, apathy, laziness and, like the religious say, temptation and all the thoughts and activities that keep one from ‘advancing’ (religions would use different words than ‘advancing’).
It helps to have a troubled past full of mistakes to provide catalysts to wake up. I previously thought there is nothing worse than to have neglectful, unloving, weird and relatively lower income-earning parents who guaranteed that we kids would be the pariahs in our upper middle-class suburban subdivision and at school. What I used to think was a cursed life turned out to be the best thing for me. Much later I deprogrammed and rid my subconscious of all the regret, shame and low self-esteem associated with my past. Like the difficult task of conquering ego, this ‘shadow work’ must be done in order to achieve self-acceptance, self-knowing, self-empowerment and true freedom.
If you had a charmed and stable upbringing and were completely nurtured, provided for, given every opportunity and were well-rewarded and affirmed by everyone and the system, you cannot be challenged enough to wake up in the way I will describe. If you are of the type I am, you will not have that kind of life and the ‘script’ you were born into and operate within will provide the necessary irritations and catalysts to help you wake up.
The A.I. Matrix was designed to maintain a shared and standard experience that appears to be ‘real’ and about the same to everyone. The degree to which one’s experience can be modified depends on consciousness/frequency level attained. At a high level, it is fully understood that what you receive back toward you depends on what you think about yourself, what you expect in your experience and what you project outward. You can make the ‘law of attraction’ and ‘manifesting’ work for you. As Gandhi said, “Be the change you want to see.” That is more literally and deeply true than you might imagine.
It did and still does take much vigilance, self-discipline and determination to do all the inner work in order to advance in awareness, consciousness and frequency. I have reached a high enough level where I can comfortably share what to do with others and answer just about any question someone could ask. I want to help as best I can, so here I am. The beginning two-thirds of the work I recommend is agreed upon worldwide by yogis, monks, swamis and consciousness experts to be the correct way.
The last one-third of the way is Source Truth work and understanding. It is about a personal (not for the collective), practical, positive, logical and verifiable way to practice, live and gain the rewards of higher advancement. Together, this is the only way to know true self, what this experience is about, why one is here and is the only way to win this illusionary Matrix Game. There is no spirituality or magic involved in the practice and understanding of Source Truth. It is not a beLIEf, so you do not have to take anyone’s word for it and there is no requirement to have blind faith or false hope of getting an afterlife reward. There is an afterlife, but there is no judgment at the end of this experience and Source Players give to themselves whatever reward they earned.
I am trying to be more friendly, less strongly opinionated, more patient and less brutally honest when I talk about my practice, but I still turn some people off. I have been accused of being arrogant, crazy and even a narcissist. I have two rebuttals to those charges. First, my knowledge and practice are so strange, shocking and revolutionary, that they are bound to offend most people. Secondly, the sheeple argue and fight to stay in the “prison for your mind,” as Morpheus told Neo in The Matrix movie. Isn’t the best prison the one you don’t know you are in?
I am not a simple conspiracy theorist, but I did study all of the conspiracies a long time ago, shortly after my initial wake-up. Unlike the ‘truthers’, I did not stop at the stage of investigation where it seems they are addicted to the subconscious fear that conspiracies elicit. They usually say the ones who are perpetrating all this control and trouble are motivated only by wealth and power, but there is an underlying and higher priority reason. The conspiracists/truthers never find this reason or any solutions. By the way, I will explain in a later posting why ‘living off the grid’, aka ‘doomsday prepping’, is a physical non-solution. Give the truthers/conspiracy theorists credit though that they at least make themselves aware of and prepare a little for the accelerating control and troubles, which is better than 99% of the population.
It should be obvious to everyone that the chaos, control and troubles are accelerating. Source Truth is the only practice that directly deals with them and provides a thorough and working understanding of and solution for them.
There is so much more to explain and I will be posting more articles. Please join me and get your journey started.